So, been a long time since I even looked at this website...

902 devs and 485 messages. Wow. Anyway.. a lot of things happened and I've finally gotten to the point where I'm better from it all. The big things I have to come to terms with was this past April. I had a really rough April.
First I quit my job, the managers' dislike of me (for reasons I don't know) came to a point where they weren't hiding it anymore. SO I quit. I also quit because I was taking a few summer courses. Then my landlord tells me, she's selling the place. So I have to find a new place to live. then... April 7th... sometime around 10 PM, my sister was murdered. Beaten to death in her own home, by my her husband's brother. My Dad found her on sat at around 6. We had wondered why she wasn't answering her phone. Mike also called and asked him to check on her because he was out of town. I still remember that day, I was on my dad's cell trying to call her to ask her to come for lunch with the family. Just thought she was out shopping or something. She still had the gummie bears we got on Thurs in her purse.
Then in the last week of April, my boyfriend of over 2 years dumped me. Apparently our breaking point was him not wanting to go to my sister's funeral with me because his exams were more important than comforting me. At least I found out now huh?
So yeah.. been recovering from the blows April has done.
I currently have a well paying job that is part time. I'm an accounting billings clerk tho I'm more of an assistant. I hear from friends who still work at Chapters that half of the staff that was there originally with me have left when I left. HA! Suck that LIZA!!! I got into the full time fall course I wanted. Landscaping Architecture here I come! Steph's death was really publicized so it helped I think, people didn't need to ask me for too many details. They could just turn on the TV or read the paper. SO I didn't have to tell them everything and rehash the literally gory details. As for Josh... I probably haven't fully come to terms with it all, I still have feelings for the insensitive jerk. He still causes my traitor of a heart to flutter. But oddly, lots of guys have suddenly shown interest and it's cushioning and helping the battered ego. I've found an awesome new apartment tho I think my landlord has been ignoring my request to fix my bathroom for the past 4 months because she wants to take it out of my damage deposit. grrrrr so yeah.. that's what has been happening with me since the last time I came to DA.
Joys